It's been a while....

It's been a while since I was able to look at natures beauty, and really appreciate it.  There was a time when I would get so excited, thinking about being able to run through the leaves on the sidewalks....that feeling went away, and I didn't even want to run for a long time. I was thinking of the future, and about how shortly it would be gone, and the brutal winter would be here.  There was no stopping to look at it, soak it up, and be thankful I live somewhere there are trees like this. Sounds silly that I can get so serious about trees right? 
But, I am sure if you have ever been through depression, you can probably relate to where I am coming from.